No of Episodes: 9
Author: 余思 (Yu Si)
Multiple Voices: 冬菱扇, 东儒, 麻菊 (Dōng Líng Shàn, Dōng Rú, Má Jú)
There are two stories in this audiobook.
The story started with Kang Le (FL) locking herself in a room drawing Dou Dou bird. FL learned to paint after her mother passed away. FL believes that she is the best and often criticised by her peers because of her comments. FL’s teacher (Su De) molested FL. FL scared to go to school. When she finally went back to school, Su De criticised her in class. FL was 19 years old at that time.
FL’s father sent FL back to the mental hospital when he noticed she did not get better. FL met a trainee doctor named Xiao Jie. Xiao Jie saw FL’s drawing and finds FL very talented but sad that she has mental illness.
Su De rape FL. FL did not dare to report to the police. FL asked her father to change school but her father refused claiming that it is the best art school in the country. FL kept her feelings and she has no friends to share her sorrow. FL started to distance herself from everyone and only concentrate in drawing the “dou dou” bird. FL met a boy called Lu Ming and they started to date.
When Lu Ming was about to graduate, he told FL that he wants to go to USA to further his study. After they have sex, Lu Ming asked FL about her past love. They started to quarrel. FL did not want Lu Ming to go to USA. Lu Ming actually mind not being FL’s first man.
After Xiao Jie read FL’s medical file, she disagreed with her teacher’s diagnosis and treatment plan. Dr Hu disagreed with Xiao Jie’s diagnosis. Dr Hu told Xiao Jie that FL complained that Su De rape her but no one believed her because Su De is a renowned artist. Everyone trusted Su De instead of FL because of her introvert personality. In the court, Lu Ming sided with Su De instead. The court received a voice recording of FL discussion with Xiao Jie. The court announced that Su De was not guilty. Two persons betrayed FL. Xiao Jie got confirmed as permanent doctor in the hospital. Lu Ming went to study in USA.
FL tried to kill herself again but got saved. After she woke up, she no longer talks about the Dou Dou bird anymore. FL has really gone mad.
FL (Bella) is a lab rat. ML is a research student studying for his PhD. ML used FL for his milk formula research. FL met her sister who told her the cruelty of the lab people who used them for testing. FL was lucky because ML treated her well. FL’s sister advised FL to run away. FL did as advised. But FL realised the world outside is very scary.
FL went back to the hospital. FL realised at last the purpose of her life. ML was very happy when he saw FL returned to him. When ML’s professor saw FL, he suggested that ML used FL to test the drug for cancer treatment. FL died during the testing.